Monday, August 23, 2010

To Do and Think

* Warning: EMO post!

Kesian tau the daddy...selalu sangat rasa sedih semenjak we ol dah nak balik ni. Asyik dengar luahan perasaan dia makes me rasa terus hilang semangat nak balik. Last night i couldn't help it, i cried just to think about it. He is so sad that we are going home and that he'll be staying alone here. Though he'll be coming back again in December. He has thiw worries of Milan will not remember him by then. Waaa... *nanges*. I assured him that Milan will always remember her Papa. For the past one month, he has been calling us every afternoon just to talk to his daughter. To train Milan talking on the phone with him. He insisted that we will need to have a video call session at least once a week, so that Milan will remember how Papa looks like.

I don't know how i will react when sending Papa to the airport on his flight back here. Milan will surely wants to follow him. And if she cries, i'll cry too. The best thing i can do is telling her that Papa goes to work. Tapi, mesti dia pun hairan kan sebab nanti lamanya Papa tak balik2 from work. Everyday, she will wait at the door as soon as she heard Papa opens the door. Then, wanted to be carried straight away.

Waaa...sedih la. I can't continue anymore...hardly see the screen tsk...tskk...tskkkk....

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Ok, kita sambung lagi (ada plak kes mcm ni kan?). Sebab tajuk kata 'To Do'...tadi terEMO sangat takleh nak continue.

Petang ni ada final appointment dgn OB kat sini. Nak kena settle travelling documents and segala mak nenek pregnancy related document for Dr Lee kat Malaysia nanti. Lepas tu, kalau sempat terus pegi GulfAir nyer office, isi travelling form.

Then, Papa ajak pegi shopping brg2 for his family. Nak singgah ColdStone jugak. Nanti dah balik Msia, tetiba teringin nak ColdStone, maner nak carik kan? Ke dah ada kat KL? Kalau ada, ok lah.

Balik rumah, sambung packing lagi. Hantar barang naik rumah atas. Besok kena ambik baju dkt tailor. Haritu hantar nak alter. 'Kurang inci' lah katakan...hehe.

Ok, itu je..

10 comments:

YourFriend said...

cedeyyy..but so cweettttttt!!

Yedeh!!!..takpa jauh di mata dekat di hati:)

CarolRG said...

Endun, itulah sedih sangat ni...sob..sob

Tiq said...

gosh.. teary & sebak plak aku

CarolRG said...

Aku sebak sebab ngenang Milan. Dolok masa aku kenak tinggal kedirik, i was ok...tsk..tsk..

Gna Eb said...

Reply ari FB: I would love to jaga Milan. He3. Milan don't be naughty k!.

*alit ati Milan berandau nggau dady iya ngena video call. aaaa..so sad.

CarolRG said...

Gna...ba ya. nya ke ngasuh mommy sinu ati.

Wedy Reira said...

wehhh aku nangis baca post ko tok.. aku pun sedeh juak berair gik mata. aku pun faham juak perasaan dennis ya. yalah, nya close ngan milan juak. macam rais ngan papanya. very very close. mmg nya akan carik papanya kelak carol. simpankan sigek duak baju papanya iboh di sesah. sak ada bau papanya pakey nya pelok kah apa. takut jak anak pandey nangis malam2 bah.

CarolRG said...

Dy: nya lah...aku nang sik tido mlm tadik kotan sedey gilak. nangis sik abis2 ku ngenang. dolok sik rasa gilak sbb belom ada anak oh. nek tok, tedah nangga anak bah. makin daknya dah besar nak. nya lah kelak mbak sikit baju papa nya.

Azlina Ilzdaf said...

aawww.....papanya sgt sweet. It's ok, like you said, Milan will not forget her father. :)

Have a safe journey back home beb. Can't wait to see you and Milan. :D

CarolRG said...

See u beb...

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