Friday, January 28, 2011

Tensi

Tension ke? adala sikit. Kalau dulu, tension pasal dilemma on breastfeeding vs bottle feeding. Sekarang ni tensi sebab Sophie langsung tak boleh kena tinggal. Tinggal kejap je "mekkk...". So many times, i have to rush my showertime. Itupun kadang2 orang cakap i lengah2kan masa. Slow sangat they said. Hmmm...missing mom. My mom would let me have my 'me' time at least to have a decent shower. She'll try to entertain Sophie. Not all the time Sophie needs me. Kdg2 cranky sebab nak tido, tak semestinya nak nenen je. Tp, tu la...only my mom je knows that. Yesterday, i went out without combing my hair. Makeup? apa tu? hehe...It strucked me that "this is too much". I need to look good (decent,at least...) to feel good.

Nak jumpa kawan pun susah sekarang. I want mom!

7 comments:

Tiq said...

I know during this time you will feel that everything is totally out of control, but I hope things will turn out fine once you get the rhythm.
Nang bena, our mom knows what's best for us, doesn't mean that sidak lain ya sik paham but our mom knows every details of our needs, they have been with us since we were little, apa lagik nok sidak sik tauk pasal kita kan..
I hope you'll find a way to it. Don't stress gilak k. Take care & hugs

YourFriend said...

n 2 es..xoxo

CarolRG said...

Tiq: exactly...huhu

Endun: itula :P

Indai Dara said...

actually sida pan nemu - tang engai nerima kenyataan sida nemu or memahami cuma saja2 maklumlah ?????? engai shakapppppppp aku legi didakwa dibawah akta HASUTAN hehehe tang reality sigi bakanya meh padahal susah sangatkah nak nulong nyaga baby barang sejam dua?????? bekira ia ke amat sida ianya deh. Sabar jak carol itu yg mampu gue shakap

Keligit Lingo' said...

mmm...sy ni tak pernah merasa sebumbung dgn men-2-waaa..so tak berani nak komen hehe.sabar jak lah dulu..

CarolRG said...

indai dara: nda nemu nama hal bakanya neh. hehe...

uding: maybe sy yg terlalu expecting, entahlah.

lin said...

tidak u terlalu expecting sek.sangat2 i paham kondisi u sek,i dolok pun pikir i sorang jak yg mengalami rasa anak sik boleh berenggang,mun i crita dgn org,lalu dipadah org 'anak baru sorang,sik kan sik tekabir',ya dr mulut member drik mpun ya,lalu i pendam jak lah perasaan i ya,huhu.walau pun ada mak 'orang lain',mak dirik mpun juak yg paham kita kan?pun i paham perasaan diam dgn mak 'org lain' ya sek,hehe,sampe kinek tok i stress mun mikir.sabar jak lah ok?think of happy thoughts only:)bak kata kwn u ya kelak kenak dakwa dibawah akta hasutan,i pun gia juak lah hahaha!

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