Tired?

The other day, i got this question from somebody. "Penat ke? Tak buat apa2 pun penat?" (read: are you tired? Doing nothing makes you tired?). 

I am a stay at home mom. Doing some handmade accessories on order basis. Other than that, i take care of my 2 daughters. No 1 is gonna be 4 this December, and no 2 turns 2 on November. I am not sure how others perceive our 'career' as a full time mom. No doubt some think we are doing nothing at home. Hence, 'tired' does not apply to us.

I work around the clock. Bangun pagi, terus uruskan anak, sampaila ke malam. Maybe not physically tired, But i have to admit i am mentally tired. And some days i reached the 'burnt out' stage. Where i would cry in the shower, or just keep quite. Not feeling like talking to anyone. Just wanna be alone. But, my kids won't leave me alone. 

As at now, i feel like vomitting already. Gotta go :|