Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Frustration

I have been feeling blue since yesterday. Milan is down with fever n cold. And cough as well. I am sleep deprived. We would have to wake up at the wee hours to wash her, as she threw up as she coughed.

And when it is time to feed her, she would throw tantrums. Hide her face or pushed the plate or spoon. The plates 'flew' few times already. And all i can do is look at her and took my deepest frustrating breath. To make her take her medicines, i need to 'wrestle' with her that sometimes she would kick my growing belly.

The worst was last night. I was trying to get some rest after a long, tiring, frustrating day. And while watching WC, i tried to entertain her by flipping her books. And out of nowhere, she bit my already very sore n****e! It bleed for a bit. I was crying in pain. It still hurt.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hang on there dear...things will get better.

CarolRG said...

I believe so Pu3...tp tu la, susah gak nak handle pregnancy hormones and at the same time handles a toddler :).

Unknown said...

kesiannya milan..especially yg dia muntah masa batuk. mcm tu la rishon hr tu, batuk sikit, 1 botol susu kluar dr mulut..hopefully all will b well for the both of u :)

CarolRG said...

Fay, she's getting better tp masih muntah jg last night sbb batuk lagi. fever teda sudah. Kali sebab semangat pakai baju tidur Dora...baru beli ba. haha

Wedy Reira said...

adoi anak demam memang frustrated, tension, stress...aku in the end pandey siktahan nangis indah malam tadik. aku dah terlalu penat sikcukup tido sebab nya sentiasa bangun tengah malam, restless sampey aku tido pun tangan aku tepok bontotnya for 1 hour. and then malam tadiknya tido awal at 8pm, diberik nenen 100ml isap sikit jak then udah, then kakya terus pusing kiri pusing kanan in the end bangun dan sikmok tido until 11 pm. And ngek2 all the way...

CarolRG said...

Dy, nya lah. Nasib kita sik gago mok bangun pagi pegi kerja gik oh.

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