Saturday, October 07, 2006

The sweetest thing

Its been awhile since my last post. Work's too demanding, with travelling consumed most of my times of the day. Nobody to blame though, i asked for it! Nippon, aren't you gonna hire me? I wanna work in my hometown!!

Actually, it is late now. I suddenly feel so emotional about my study years. About those guys that i had crush on, or guys had crush on me. When i was in form 4 or 5, i had a guy bestfriend. There was this one day, he told me that someone in his circle of friend has a crush on me. It was nothing to me cos he knows that i am seeing another guy, my junior hehehhhh...Then, one day he confessed that he wants me more than just a friend and he gave me an A3 sized card (handmade). I was so angry cos it thot we are doing great as friend, i ran out of the classroom with him trying to explain and begging me to forgive me for telling the truth. But, it was so sweet (a bit dumb alsolah) of him that the next day he didn't show up at school. Teachers asking me his whereabouts which at that time i didn't give a damn (still very pissed off)..until about 2 days after that he came to school and attend our inter-class debate to see me. i was the MC. i was sitting in front of the classroom and i can see him standing at the back of the room, just stared at me. i pretended not to see him until he actually took a red marker and started to draw a broken heart shape on his white t-shirt. Omigosh...malu betul i at that time. And, he shaved off his hair nak tunjuk frustlah kut..come to think about it..kinda sweet tho..anyway, things doesn't went so well between us after that

And another one, this is the really the sweetest thing a guy has ever done to me...i had always like "watching" him during our pre-U years. Quite fair but i had never really talk to him. Just simple 'hi's when we bumped into each other. During our final exam, he was sitting behind me (few seats to the left).it was a 2hrs paper. after 2 hrs all of us rushed out from the exam hall. Then, i heard someone called my name. Just imagine how butterflies are flying in my stomach when i saw it was him!!He gave me a piece of paper, asked me to open it when i'm in my room. I was so flattered when i openned the paper and actually he drawed my picture.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Its been awhile

I was just thinking of this abandoned blog earlier, so decided to put some updates here. So far these are list of it:
- i'm engaged (and he lost his engagement ring today, that is partially why i wanted to blog today to 'lepas geram'!!!!!!!!!"

- i have to wear spectacle already as my eyesight is getting worst

- i've moved to a new company (i dunno whether its for better or worst)

- erm...i guess that would be it...see, i'm so damn lazy to blog and i'm a sucker at putting my mind in words

anyway, i'll be off for a training tomorrow. it better be fun and got leng chai's in the class cos i'm pretty much happier to be out of the office for 2 days.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Goodbye little Priscilla

The whole office was shocked to know that baby Priscilla, a daughter of a collegue passed away on Monday afternoon. Baby Priscilla was just 6 months old. We were unsure about the cause of the death, but i have heard some rumors saying that she was choked while drinking her bottled milk. I couldn't imagine how would the mother felt when she got the call from the babysitter and thought it was just a normal accident. As she reached the clinic, the baby was already dead. She was such an adorable baby. The mother used to take her photos every month. I'm so glad that she had done that. At least, she have memories with her when they was still together.

May her soul rests in peace....

Monday, April 17, 2006

U make me sick...

Can't wait to get out from this f***ing place. This job i'm doing is totally not cool, and i'm totally not in the mood to work on Monday and ppl bother me already early on Monday's morning..shite!!

Thursday, April 13, 2006

I miss Kolej Tun Datu Tuanku Haji Bujang

While waiting for Sinned to fetch me today, i search for my beloved high school in the net. So, i found some kind of statistics (to be proud of of the best school in Sarawak) and i found some bloggers are from the same school as me. They are both my super senior (graduated in the 80's) and my junior (graduated in the new millenium i guess). When we used to study there, we hate the school so much, actually not because of the school itself but due to the fact that the rules are non-sense and ridiculous. Moreover, i'm staying in the hostel. Gosh..i'm smiling while writing about this. The memories are so sweet. Last August i went again to the school with my two great friends aka ex-schoolmate also. Every corner of the school reminds us of something. We went like "sitok kita selalu lepak dolok...", "aik..kenak aku rasa dewan perhimpunan tok dah kecik?", "eh..dah ada bas sekolah dah kolej nek tok"..and i still can find my own mural painting at the do we call the dewan with the a/cond again??...ala..lupa lah. So, i painted a red fish with a pouty lips..oh my...i wanna go back to school again.

Well, the school had produced lots of politicians, engineers, doctors, teachers, accountants and etc. I'm none of the above.Well, i thought of becoming the last one, but i can't find myself as a good accountant. I don't wanna do it for the sake of the name but for job satisfaction. i just can't find it in there. Thank you KTDTHJ (such a long name for a school?) for the education, the hostel food..hey talking about hostel food. I stayed in:
Merak: '93 - '95
Camar ( front of Nuri):'96
Nuri: '96-'97
As far as i can remember we had 'karipap' for breakfast and chicken curry for lunch on Friday. Why can i only remembered this day's menu?Cos, i was hostel prefect and i need to 'serve' the female students for their meals..we may not have the tastiest food back then, but i am always thankful for it and always thought that it was damn good!!except the 'ikan selipar goreng'lah. i dunno what was that fish called but it was so damn liat!!and one more thing, thank you to Pakcik Jet Bodek (the hostel cook when we were in F1-F2) and Pakcik Maun (the school guard). Gosh..i can just write a book on this school. And one more thing, my school was blessed with a wonderful scenery. It was on a cliff and you can actually watch sunset from the was quite creepy in the evening though..

Sinned is here...gotta go

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Imma confused...

I was on leave today cos i need to do the medical check up for my employment. Drove down to KL from Shah Alam at 9.30am. When i reached Tun Sambanthan monorail, i couldn't find any parking spot. So, i need to park at the road side, metred parking. Max prepaid of RM3.00 and RM1.00 for an hour. Meaning i need to settle all the important stuffs within 3 hours.

So, i reached Jln Sultan Ismail at about 11.30am. Went straight up to the HR department and after the HR personnel handed me the medical check up letter, i went to MUI plaza. It was after quite some time after my last medical check up. Frankly, i never like medical check up, especially when the toilet doesn't provide any tissue or the nurses gave u a so-not-friendly faces. something funny did happened when i was requested to have a chest x-ray. the lady in-charge was asking me:

Lady: Are there any possibilities that u r pregnant?
Me: (blur..) I don't think so..
Lady: What!!u don't think so
Me: owh..i mean NO!!
Lady: That's better

What was i thinking anyway?then, i need to see the doctor for heartbeat, blood pressure and stuff. And finally the part i hate the most. Checking for breast cancer. I had it once for my 1st employment (with my clothes on and bra loosen)...but i was so different this time, the doctor wanted me to take off evrything and wear just the panties. I was like WTF!!Siap ask for confirmation lagi tu;

Me: Do i have to take off my pants?
Nurse: Take off everything, ur baju, ur jeans and ur bra, pakai panties jer. There's a towel there (dgn nada menyampah..)
Me: **gulp**

The next thing i knew was that i lied down(towel tu hanyalah utk hiasan semata-mata) on the clinic's bed with the doc pressing here and there. I was acting cool though rasa malu giler. Tp, ileklah kan, hari doctor tu tgk benda yg sama..

Then, done with that, dah kena balik to the office building pulak. tp, makcik yg jaga kaunter tu taknak bagi aku naik pasal dah kol 12.30 tgh hari. Dia suh tunggu sampai 1.30. "Adik gi lah makan ker dulu.." my heart "makcik, saya nyer parking vaid sampai 1.50 jer", maner sempat..i punya tak tahan, i called the HR lady. After i passed my hp to the makcik and she talked to the HR lady, boleh jer nak naik..selamat aku..anyways i passed the medical checkup though my eye sights are getting worst.

Byklah menda2 yg aku buat hari ni:

1. Menunaikan tanggungjawab sebagai sumber kewangan kepada mak and adik aku
2. Membeli hadiah wedding Yan dan hadiah utk anak2 Jae
3. Membeli bedsheet and curtain baru
4. Makan sushi di Sushi King sorang2
5. Menelefon Mark yg telah lama menghilang
6. Meng'sms' Dehto
7. Terserempak dgn Mazlina (the last time i saw her was after SPM)
8. Melanggar trafik light merah di Kerinchi
9. Menyumpah driver teksi yg drive ikut suka hati teksi dia jer
10. Pening cos tak tau camaner nak break the news about my resignation and hand in the resignation letter tomorrow...&^($^&#(@@@)&^$%$&

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Back to reality

After almost a year spent doing numbers-free-job, i'm back to reality...back to numbers again. Some friends think that i was so stupid to switch field, i mean doing something which totally different from what i studied before. Now, i'm back and i promised myself, let this one be the last one.Its time to build a career and not job-hopping for almost every year.

I'll be on leave tomorrow, Mun Ling needs me to collect the Offer Letter and do medical check-up. when i applied for leave just now, my boss asked me "wah..tomorrow on leave, today apply ah..?" but, she signed also. Sorry boss, on friday, i'll come and see you again with a letter. Tp, takkanlah aku nak ckp aku gi amik Offer Letter kan..nak mampos ke aper..

Btw, wish me luck in my new job. I will be started working there after my engagement in June...

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Should i or Should i Not???!!!

I'm kinda busy right now, but still have some minutes to blog..wanted to update this blog last nite but i was too exhausted...

till then...(the title actually explains my situation right lah??that thing i can't blog about it yet..)


Friday, March 17, 2006

I'm so damn lazy to go...

I am supposed to go somewhere this afternoon. Have an appointment with someone. Am on leave today but i am so lazy to go anywhere lah??it is so nice to stay at home for my afternoon nap and it is so cold here despite of the sun shiny day outside. Sinned, why u don't want to take leave today, so that u can drive me there mah? I'm not gonna drive there cos i'm so not familiar with that place so am gonna take putra instead. Hopefully, can make it on time..

I have about 3 more hours to go and my hair is still wet. I dun wanna use the hairdryer, i think my hair is spoiled already. i'll always scared to wash/comb my hair. HAIRFALL!!

Oklah need to take a 15 mins nap....zZZZZzzzZZZzzz........

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Stop calling me...

Today i'm absolutely fresher than yesterday, it was MONDAY yesterday ppl...or was it because i went to bed early last night. I dunno why i was feeling sick of this **b already or maybe this **b is sickening indeed. I got calls but i didn't picked them up cos i was scared they were calls from this Mr C, the P's guy. This is how it all happened. Last 2 weeks, on Friday, Anna, Sophia, Andy (Anna's bf) and i went to Carrefour Subang. To do some grocerries shopping (so aunty...hahahh, no mommy around mah..). So, i met my junior in Uni with a guy, some sort of doing some discussion but this junior of mine (A) looked so bored. So, i just said hi to both of them and made my way. Then, later on Monday the following week, i got a call from someone whom i didn't know and how i wish i never pick up his call. Ladies and gentlemen...introducing Mr C. He went like:

Mr C: Hi Caroline, i'm Mr C from P(company)
Me:(blur...)Sorry, Mr who?
Mr C: U probably don't remember me but i was with your friend, A in Carrefour last Friday
Me: i see, i get it. How can i help you Mr C? (little that i knew i'm gonna be in trouble for being so polite..)
Mr C: I'm just going to take about 30 minutes of your precious time to explain on the insurance scheme that our company provides. Its a good one. A told me that he had never heard of something so beneficial as our scheme.
Me: I'm sorry Mr C but i'm not that interested and kinda busy..(bla...bla...while watching tv)
Mr C: Its ok, just spare me about 30 mins of your time and u can stop me if u r not interested..
Me: No, thanks (i know ppl like you will never stop...)
Mr C: Maybe we can meet up in Carrefour tomorrow or on Wed?
Me: (started to piss of..) Sorry Mr C, i'm really not interested
Mr C: Is it ok if i call u again next week?
Me: (Mak ai..sik paham2 agik org tua tok..) Erm...i dunno
Mr C: ok, never mind..thanks Caroline
Me: Ok...(that is gonna be the last time i'm gonna talk to you)

I'm really sick of all these. Someone i knew also was into this kinda thing. But it was more on what they call it as "Househole Gold" they explain over a drink you had with them(an out-of-sudden one)
1. It's different from other direct selling product
2. It's not a pyramid scheme
3. Without u realising it, money will accumulated in your saving accounts (wtf!!)
4. All you need to do, is find as many friends as you can and be rich together or
5. If the target reached, can go overseas trip (all paid by the coy) with your friends
6. It's won't be so difficult because we will guide you by attending our seminar/talk...(i have attended once and thanks but no..)

Then, after that all i know:
1. I don't trust any of them anymore (ye lah...sekarang baru nak jak gi kuar2, minum2)
2. I don't wanna pick-up any stranger's call (tp, what if it a call for job interview...aku jugak yg melepas, b**ohlah!!)

P/S:Sinned, i'm free indeed to blog :)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

FoR Him, For HeR

She hated him at first sight
Love him at last moment

But, he is too much to handle
Never give up his thoughts
He'll always right though he's wrong
At times, he'll tell her its not right
Despite it is if he does it

She'll cry at night
Sometimes even thought of end it all
But, she loves him too bits
Now, she's stronger
No more tears to shed
No more heart to break
As tears had all dried up
As heart had turned to pieces

Wish she had never let him know
That part of him draw her sorrow
As the day come nearer
She pray she'll be more stronger

She'll remember forever
What mother said to her
"Don't count the years spent"
"Count the days to come"

Loves her while he can
Bcos when the time comes
She'll be gone and gone forever....

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

I'm A Survivor...

(This is Didau...)

This morning, i was so suprised driving to work, the road before the Batu 3 toll was so jammed. WTF, i thought..Actually i was due to the closure of 2/4 lanes just before the toll..sorry Sinned to call you and in the end you can't get what i was trying to tell you...heheheh..

This week is so miserable, something got lost and indirectly i was the one to be blamed. i kan mmg suka bab kena2 blame nih..mcm sial!, i thought of go and get a pair of wedges in one of these days. It works for me, i mean shopping to ease the tense.

We have a newcomer in the family last saturday, Alicia. Was born in the afternoon. Mama as usual have to jaga the baby plus the mother. Kesian Mama..she always mentioned this to me "last time, i had to do all the chores myself, immediately after laboring". The world is always unfair right Ma...i thought so..Mama said Alicia is so cute, just like Didau the elder sister. She has Didau's cheek but her head is a bit panjang. Can't wait to see her in June.

Talking about June, i'm kinda busy planning for the engagement. I have not come up with the checklist yet..pening..pening. Baru engagement. Not sure whether to tailored my dress or should i buy? whether to cook or to leave it to the caterer? Cooking with my aunties at home should be fun, they are all "super took". Besides, cheaper option we will have "as you like it" dishes.

I'm so sleepy now, cos i stayed late last night to watch the rerun of the Oscar and after that went online until about 12 midnite. I guess i need to go home early today, but h*ll no!i have a department meeting at 4!!That's mean i will not be home until 6 or 6.30pm...huarghhHH!!Nak buat camaner kan, dah aku tok kuli king jak..

Till then...

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Ooppsss..they did it again!!!

As always, sum1 did notified bout the hike in the oil price last night thru the msn messenger, but i didn't really bother about it cos i've just refilled my car petrol yesterday, after work. Lucky me?!, yah..for this week.Lets do some calculation here on how much i've saved by the bell:

Price per litre (before 28/2/06): RM1.62 (Shell)
Refilled: RM30.00 (i got few litres more left in the tank..), so
How many litres i've bought: RM30.00 / RM1.62 = approx. 19L
My luck on oil price this week: RM0.30 * 19L = RM5.70 (that's a lot and equivalent to my 2 days lunches...)

How i wish that i leave in a place where i dun have to drive to work, where everything is in walking distance. There ought to be some other way to solve the problem on the government's burden on the subsidy, dun u think? It's expected that this hike is gonna be the first and the last for this year. Sound great? But, think again, there were few increases of petrol hike last year but each hike costs RM0.10 and this time its once and costs RM0.30 starting early of the year!!!

Last weekend was not so great. I woke up early for the 2 days. On Sat, i woke up early to do laundry then cook lunch. A simple one though cos i have not shop for groceries after my parent's trip mid-feb. Then, i felt lazy, so just lazying around and watched a korean DVD, "April Snow". Gosh, the movie's storyline was so slow sampe i mok tertido. However, i did watched it until the ending. Late in the evening, went to Semarak to see Arthur. After that, went to Hartamas to see Den's frens. About 10.30pm, went to Bangsar to see Den's colleagues.. ok least occupied with activities.

Ha..talking about Sunday. Oh yah..before that, on Sat there's this b*ngsat sms and give me few missed calls. One of them:"Hi sayang, dah balik kerje ke? Sayang rindu kat abang"..WTF!!!then, followed by i think about 5 missed calls. I was so pissed off so i somehow changed the setting of my hp to a silent mode for that no. i tried to ban that particular no. but i didn't know how. Eiee..geram!!

Ok, back to Sunday. As usual, i will try to wake up before 9.30am to catch SpongeBob. so, i woke up at around 9.19am and checked my hp. To my suprise, there were 2 miss calls and i didn't realised about it!It's from Angie and Siew Ling(SL). They were asking whether i was working that day cos SL needs to inform sum1 on duty that she'll be late cos currently she is stuck in the jam at batu 3 toll due to flood!!! I jumped out of my bed and looked outside, wallawei...mcm tasik. And the traffic was so jammed!!i baru ingat nak shopping for groceries cos i only got a can of sardin and 2 packs of MYOJO, MI KOLOK SARAWAK..sikdalah nyaman gilak, disambungkan cerita, aku makan instant mee jak lah for lunch. i couldn't go anywhere cos my hse was surrounded by the flooded areas. Actually, i wanted to go to church that Sunday..ya lah dah lamak i sik pg church, banjirlah pulak. Tp, i kesian those staying in TTDI Jaya landed hse lah nak...sik sempat save anything, cars and stuffs. Tenggelam semua..About 6, i went to Carrefour beli stock. Takutlah tetiba banjir gik, makan bubur dgn gula/kicap jak aku kelak...mok pg Giant, jalan abis licak and aik agik bertakung.

Yarabi, panjang juak entry aku hari tok. Alu sik start keja gik tok..oh yah, i've submitted an application for MBA in OUM last night. Hopefully dpt la..I've been wanting to do my MBA since last year but due to some financial consideration, it was delayed. So, i made the 1st move last night by filling in the online form. Mun dpt, i want to join Sept intake and kenak ambik loan lah..*sigh*, k lah..bye for now....

Thursday, February 23, 2006

THank God, TomORrow's FRidAy's gonna be Friday again tomorrow. Should i be relieved that the week's over or sad cos the days are running fast and i'm still here, no achivement yet!!I'm so penniless to pursue my dream. Mok study, nak kenak molah loan, agik sik cukupkah loan aku yg bergunung-ganang ya...nok dah ada pun, tertonggeng aku nak mayar koh...*sigh*

Baby Dandell's first birthday falls on the 15th of Mac, next month. Miskin lagik...actually dah miskin dah pun, i've called Nora to help me to handle the 'birthday celebration'. Everyone's off to a meeting, and me looking busy tapping the keyboard, blogging, be it updating the blog or read sum1 else's blog. Its damn boring today, i'm sick of the ignorant students, not all but 1 student can just blow my mind off!!They are so ignorant, what's it with today's kids. They r so ignorant on their studies. Aku yg sik ignorant dolok pun, terkial2 mok cari kerja, lagiklah daknya tok kelak...Wargh...sumone hire me pleaaasseeee...mun dpt jadi Tai-Tai gik best hor... ;p

It's just 4pm and i can't wait to go home...lack of motivation, lazy, sleepy..all sorts of things. I've planned my weekends already. I need to refresh cum motivate cum 'reincarnate' myself so i decided to go to church this sunday. Lord Jesus, forgive me for neglecting you for quite sometime...;(

I browsed thru my Jobstreet moments ago, to my suprise, the job that i dreamt about is gone. Just few days ago, i was under consideration, actually 1 / 410..hahahhaa..*dream on to get the job*, thought so. Tp, still sedih gak, cos i need to get out of this place right now!!!Desperately...some of the applications were to a small coys, so doesn't matter right, does it?I don't know. I better start that professional course now, before i'm too old to compete in the rat race and in the end dah sik laku di pasaran gik...kuang..kuang..kuang!!

Called my darling Didau two days ago. Guess what she was doing??She was flipping the Courts Mammoth catalogue!!My goodness, what was she thinking? I thought she has lotsa colouring books, story books and stuffs. No wonderlah miak kinek tok makin advance, pandey nangga katalog indah. She is so cute, kinda miss her.

Alamak, pening palaklah...till then..

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Memoirs of the lift..

As soon as the lift incident happened few minutes ago, i knew that i need to blog about it.

This morning, i grabbed a Sun newspaper and came across a story about this malay guy, staying in an apartment, top floor (can't recall which floor anyway...). He was late to work, so decided not to join the crowd waiting for the lift, he took the staircase. After few floors, he reached 5th floor and saw the lift door was opened and nobody's in. So, without giving any 2nd thought, he leaped into the lift and fell. The lift was actually empty, i mean without the floor!!!!The poor guy died on the spot.

Me, on the other side, being someone having phobia for heights found that news was rather a terrifying one. I started to make sure that the lift is actually safe to go in (i mean with the floor), before i entered. But, i was thinking what if the guy was actually saw the lift was safe and something else urged him to go in...gosh...stop thinking about it.

So, few minutes ago, in need to pass some documents to my boss at 6th floor. Btw, my office is in 1st flr. So, after minutes waited for the lift, the lift came and quite occupied with students (btw, i'm working in a college). So, i told myself "i believe they have space for someone petite as me", and i squeezed myself in. So, we stopped at 2nd floor and few students went in and out. The door closed and moving to 3rd flr. Suddenly, the lift just fell with a 'thud' sound. Me, being someone who cursed a lot and it actually come out from my mouth easily shouted "SHIT"!!i was so terrified ok!!i'm so very scared of heights. If only i have choice to travel home without taking a flight...*sigh*

Gosh, enough of terrifying moments today..gotta get back to work.

oNe FiNe DaY...

See this flower (courtesy of COACH..), its so captivating! i put it as my desktop wallpaper. All my life, i always fall in love with flowers. I even dream of having my own florist. Well..that's my biggest problem, too many dreams in life and NONE has actually materialised. Lack of proper planning and no priority i reckon...I resigned from my previous job to give way to my study, which was a MBA at that time. After deepest thought of the cost, i now planned to do my ACCA. In the end, both have not materialised...arghhh....i always have the 2nd thought and it always supersedes the 1st intention. What if i have 2nd thought on my wedding day??

Okay, lets just forget about what's running in my mind. I'm currently looking for a job, browsing thru the jobstreet and sent few applications. It was fun when you logged in to ur JS and found out that your applications are marked as "Under consideration", at least some hope there. But, it will be such a turn-off when you actually notice that total applicants under consideration is actually 400++. What on earth that makes u think you can be the chosen one among the 400++ applicants..??!!And i actually applied for a temporary job in an oil/gas industry, but was not sure how 'temporary' is that temporary..might consider it if they are willing to hire me.

I'm out of ideas on what to write...till then...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

St. Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day everyone...

How's ur valentine's day's celebration? Mine was "awesome". I was spending my valentine's day in the car with Arthur (bro.) in a jam. Mum, Dad, Grandma and Jill went back home last night. After sending them off on a 7.00pm plane, me and athur made our way to Semarak. Then, after a smooth journey along the Seremban highway, we were caught in a super duper F****NG jam just before the sungai besi tol plaza until Semarak. i took us about 4 hours to reach Semarak. Pity Arthur who was driving..he lit few ciggies and sip some vodka (which he tapao from my house..). Today my body is aching all over. Guess tonight i have to get off to bed early. Furthermore, after a week spent with parents around the house, last night onwards i was and will be alone again. I could see mum's tears yesterday. i tried my best not to cry also..otherwise i'll catch flu today.

Honey is away still...sms me thru digi online. Miss him so terribly. Our 1st valentine's without each other. But, i do believe everyday is valentine's day. Can't wait to see him this friday. Talking about him, his parents came to see my parents last friday. They were talking about having a little engagement ceremony. Gosh..i'm a big girl!!i tried not to smile that night cos i felt that it was funny to think of getting married. Our courting anniversary falls on 13th of February. So, this year is the 7th year of romance. Mak kalau budak, dah boleh masuk sekolah ni...

gotta get back to work now...

Thursday, February 09, 2006

So cute...

This is too cute not too share

To be able to appreciate the following, you have first to know the Lord's

Our Father who is in Heaven,
Hallowed by Thy name
Thy Kingdom come
Thy will be done on earth
As it is in Heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the Kingdom, the Power, and the Glory
Forever and ever.

Jesus' Dad's Name

A Sunday school teacher asked her class, "What was Jesus' mother's name? "

One child answered, "Mary."
The teacher then asked, "Who knows what Jesus' father's name was?"
A little kid said, "Verge."
Confused, the teacher asked, "Where did you get that?"
The kid said, "Well, you know they are always talking about Verge n'

3-year-old, Reese:
"Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen."
A little boy was overheard praying:
"Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it.
I'm having a real good time like I am."
A Sunday school class was studying the Ten Commandments.

They were ready to discuss the last one.
The teacher asked if anyone could tell her what it was.
Susie raised her hand, stood tall, and quoted,
"Thou shall not take the covers off the neighbor's wife."
After the christening of his baby brother in church,
Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car.
His father asked him three times what was wrong.
Finally, the boy replied,
"That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I
wanted to stay with you guys."

I had been teaching my three-year old daughter, Caitlin, the Lord's Prayer

for several evenings at bedtime, she would repeat after me the lines from
the prayer.
Finally, she decided to go solo.
I listened with pride as she carefully enunciated each word right up to the
end of the prayer:
"Lead us not into temptation," she prayed, "but deliver us some E-mail.

One particular four-year-old prayed,
"And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our
A Sunday school teacher asked her children, as they were on the way to
church service,
"And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?"
One bright little girl replied,
"Because people are sleeping."

Six-year-old Angie and her four-year-old brother Joel were sitting
together in church.
Joel giggled, sang, and talked out loud.
Finally, his big sister had had enough.
"You're not supposed to talk out loud in church."
"Why? Who's going to stop me?" Joel asked.
Angie pointed to the back of the church and said,
"See those two men standing by the door?
They're hushers."

A mother was preparing pancakes for her sons, Kevin, 5 and Ryan 3.
The boys began to argue over who would get the first pancake.
Their mother saw the opportunity for a moral lesson.
"If Jesus were sitting here, He would say,
'Let my brother have the first pancake, I can wait.'"
Kevin turned to his younger brother and said, "Ryan, you be Jesus!"

A father was at the beach with his children
When the four-year-old son ran up to him, grabbed his hand, and led him to
the shore
where a seagull lay dead in the sand.
"Daddy, what happened to him?" the son asked.
"He died and went to Heaven," the Dad replied.

The boy thought a moment and then said,
"Did God throw him back down?"
A wife invited some people to dinner. At the table, she turned to
their six-year-old daughter and said, "Would you like to say the
"I wouldn't know what to say," the girl replied.
"Just say what you hear Mommy say," the wife answered.
The daughter bowed her head and said, "Lord, why on earth did I invite
all these people to dinner?"

Only JESUS can turn ........a MESS into a MESSage .......a TEST into a
TESTimony ....a TRIal into a TRIumph .......a VICTim into a VICTor

Memoirs of an Austronesian....

Memoirs of an Austronesian....

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

I'm sick already...

I 'm already sick today. Will go and see the doctor later, noon time. Well, depends if i can stand the cold. Otherwise i just can see the doc very soon and get the MC and go home. Then again, will be on leave this friday till next tuesday. I can't wait for February to ends and see how many days i have actually worked this month..*productive days should be lesser...*

Can't really sleep last night. My nose was blocked but somehow it was so hot and i have to let the fan blew right to my face, making things worst. My throat really kills me now. It hurts whenever i try to swallow anything, even liquid. And the d**n phlegm making me feel even sicker (or was it more sick?..watever..) Dear Lord, i dun wanna get sick cos my parents, grandma and Jill is coming. I've promised to bring them to a trip and i dun want them to just stay at home and watch me in agony...Amen. (though i have not going to church for quite some time now..sob..sob..forgive me dear lord)

Wanna know how i got sick? I was watching this 25M HOAX show last sunday's night. My first actually, cos apparently the signal of 8tv was not that clear in my house. So, everything went ok until the parts where the family members were interviewed. It was all about the family getting together not about the money..though i bet "who the h**L doesn't want that much of money. But still family first. I strucked me and i was being so sentimental and cried!! Thts's how it all started. It happened for few times already. Any medical explanation? Now, i understand my body more. You don't want to go to work tomorrow, cry tonight. Cos, the next day you'll get sore throat and eligible for an MC.

I'm kinda hungry right now. I didn't had my dinner last night. My throat hurts so much. I now, in teh office with the a/c i feel cold and dizzy. Should get an MC asap...

Friday, February 03, 2006

I feel sick duh....

I dunno what's wrong with me today..i think it's because i'm alone in the office..lonely...i feel lonely..ahaks....i feel sick already, i had watery eye. i really have an instinct that i should see an optometrist (isit??alah...doktor mata tu lah..) and my vision kinda getting blurry. Worst thing, i can't really have a clear vision when driving at night. But, right now, i'm so penniless to get a good spec...uhuks!!!Apsal, aku rasa kan, aku makin miskin duh, semenjak aku kerje ni. Dulu kaye gak skit masa study. Masa study boleh gak aku beli baju , sekarang ni kalo tak sale, jgn arap aku nak beli baju. Nak harapkan window shopping jerlah...

Bilerlah aku nak dpt kerja baru ni? Guess what??I'm looking for a new job already..*together everyone, "AGAIN!!"*Yes, again. After a few months working in an administration field. What was i thinking when i signed the offer letter again??I couldn't recall.Mmm..was i thinking? Cos, most of the time i don't. Whose fault??Erm...mine i guess...Well, btw i started to look for a job that requires me to see numbers again, to utilise my calculator and MS Excel though i'm such a sucker in numbers. I need help here, how to determine what you want to do with your life? So lucky those that know exactly what they want and are sailing smoothly towards it right now. At the age of 26, i guess i need to settle in a good company with good pay and enjoy the goddamn job. C'mon Carol, for goodness sake...stay put for at least about 2-3 years. I wanted too..but i have too many dreams and doesn't really know how to prioritise..

Ok, enough of the craps...i need to get back to work now. Its 4.30pm. Do some works and packed up and chiao...c'yah!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Once upon a boring day in Subang...

Its a damn boring day today. Sometimes i just hate holidays, obviously hated them when i had to stay in the house doing nothing. Sometimes i thought that i'm an innie but certainly am not when i find out that the house is too hot to be in...indecisive me..

Just finished reading one of my story book which i bought somewhere in August 2005 in a second hand store nearby. Den was so puzzled when i told him that i've finished the book. "I wonder why can't u finish the Da Vinci Code's" he asked. Don't blame me if i say that we are not in the same boat. I don't really fancy that kind of story book. He accused me of being interested to book which contains "sex" thingy in it..WTF!!I just don't like it and no question asked..

I'm bored to death today. Almost 80% of the office is empty. Now, i can only hear the sound of my keyboard, the internet radio and the buzz of the a/c. I can't wait to end the day at 1630. I need to go somewhere to ease my mind. Stress due to the boredom..not good aight...

What did i do during the long holidays?Day 1: Went to a friend's house for CNY. Filled myself up with the food. Day 2: Thought of going to Cameron but ended up in a long jam along the highway. Finally diverted to Tg Malim for a turn. What a day..i thought so. Reached KL and went for THE DESCENT. Not a bad one but the ending puzzled me. Day 3: Stayed at home and read a book. Day 4: Went to a relocation sale, found nothing interesting. Bought few things for Den. Day 5: Its TODAY..a BORING DAY!!!z...zzz.z..z.zz..z.zz..z.z.ZZ...Z...z..z.Z....


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